I'm going to blog after such a long time coz I suddenly got the feel when I'm typing on a laptop in the bed.

Okayye... I guessed thr's noone reading my blog but yeah, it's my diary and i just feel like blogging, i guess... Everyone is busy using fbook in the meanwhile... Hehs. Its funny, the blog crazw dies down aft fbook became really popular. I wonder, people do really change quickly. Change of hearts. Hai... It's human nature, what could i say? Been busy all these whle. Trying to get a hang w the homeworks and studies and almost everything. It just seems tht everything starts to pour down on me at the same time... I cried during meet the parent session tht day. Met Mr yazeed instead of Mr soon. I kew i wasn't going to score well, i kew it all along, but at the same time, i felt guilty, as if i didn't study. But i did...! I wanted to go poly, yes TP. But still I have to work hard... Life's just too hard for me when I'm not good at studies. I was wondering, if I did better during PSLE and entered AHS, would things be different? Would things have changed? Its not tht i don't like our sku. In fact, i love it. And never regrett. But i guess AHS was more pia... And i need tht. ALOT! Or maybe, should i have said tht if i had worked harder in 2IT in 2008, i would have entered a better class and study better, harder. Not tht i say tht this current class is wht but tht this class have really bad study environmenttt... Yes. Hmm... But wht i can say is tht this class made life more enjoyable in upper sec life, really. And i appreciate tht. Though we may have been thru alot of bad times tgt, faced many troubles as a class, and tht is wht make us bond as one. These precious lil memories, i won't ever forget. I'm happy, utterly grateful tht I have wonderful classes all these whiles. Since primary 1 til now, secondary 4. 10 years of academy. Hehs. I love my 6A, alot. And even love my 2IT MORE...! My 4EP was also good (: My primary 1 2 3 was just as nice. Coz i actually stiu have lil memories. Heh. I was a group leader before yeh. Lol. I guess many ppl wouldn't rmb all the lil things tht happened during the past. I'm just a person who held every thing too tightly. I should learn to let go, bit by bit. But I guess, its hard for me. Cos i just simply refuse to. Life stiu goes on... Heh. Currently, trying to buck up. Yup. Score good grades in O Lvl. Tht's my goal now. My job as a student... Hai... Aft tht, its all relaxing so i must really push myself to the max, MAX MAX!! Haha. Dropping Geography. I think its too much for me to cope, so better drop a humans. And aft tht its serious business (: HUIMIN! YOU CAN DO IT! I believe i can too. Or else, i wonder, who would believe me when I dont believe in myself? Who? Sometimes, you look around and find tht thr's noone beside you. Noone to guide you thru the darkest path. Noone to be there for you when you fall. Noone for you to lie on when you're down. Noone to protect you when you're scared. Seriously, its serious business, and sometimes, only me, i can save myself. I have to walk alone. I used to think why the world was so unfair. And i've decided to blog this down. Life isn't unfair. Its how you see things, according to ur own perspective. I may be stupid, but i have things ppl don't. I have the love my family would give. Ppl may be rich, but bear in mind, I have the cheerfulness ppl don't. All these are lil things tht gives hope. Instead of finding faults in your lifes, why don't you search for your happiness, find the things that are positive in your lifes, and learn to be grateful. Heh. These are the little things that brings comfort in our lifes. You know, if everyone starts thinking it this way, there won't be unhappy ppl around. We should at least learn to be thankful, be contented. Hmm... Maybe, there are still things tht aren't so great in life, but yeah, there oought to be ups and downs. Think of all your misgivings all your bad things as sth ppl need to help you w. Maybe we're born so differently, to help others. Like our good things are used to help ppl who're bad eh? And vice versa. Like we have eyes, we could help the blind to see and guide them along. On the other hand, they may be good in other talents? Who knows? God makes each and everyone of us special in our own ways. Learn to look at the brighter side. We can't have the best out of both worlds.

Keiko wlove;

I hate it.

When it's suppose to be the holidays, and getting stucked in some kind of crap place like HOME! Wht's tht for man? Damnit. Everytime, its like this for the holidays. Yeah, I'm really like super pissed. Really. It's always liddat and all these is making me lose all the precious things I have. I don't like the feeling of being controlled, really. I just hate it. But wht can I do, other thn cry. You just don't understand wht I'm feeling. Thanks uh. Thanks so much for keeping me at home and stiu controlling my usage of computer. I really am v.apprciative for ur concern for me. You even want to wake me up early in the morning. Wtf is tht uh? Everytime don't let me go out w my friends right? Thn why you always pull me out and go out w you? Everytime say holidays must stay at home and do hw and revise, yeah and everytime, out of 5 days, 4 days you bring me out. You think I appreciate tht? No. That's why I'm not going out w you this holiday. You were never appreciative for the fact tht I'm sharing my school life. You stiu want more from me. And I really hate tht. Really. I'm really f-ing stressed up alr. Stop controoling me like I'm a puppet. Coz I'm not. Don't even think abt confiscating my phone either. The holiday now, I'm spending it like doing hw and revising. And must it be like I'm doing tht the whole time? Can't I sms at the same time? You can't expect me to just concentrate right? Don't you see, it's holiday. If I'm stiu studying like the whole time, wht's the difference between a HOLIDAY and a NORMAL SCHOOL DAY?! I really hate it but to think abt wht happened during the past few holidays. Hallucinating tht sth like the past would happen again. And I'll really die from tht, if tht ever happen. Maybe, I just have to stop expecting so much from you. Though you'll stiu continue expecting much from me, asking me to go home straight aft sku. I keep mumbling 'You can't control me... You can't..." But probably, you can. The most, I'll just die from it, whole-heartedly.

Huimin

I am back atf a v.long time...

Haha (: This year's gonna be a v.impt year. The O's is in 240sth day I think. Ohgosh. I haven't start revision yet. Ahhh...! Going tuh mug (: Yup, and I'm joining Talentime this year. Huimin's so brave!! Haha (: Solo, Duet, and Group. Heard tht tmr got Group derh. Oh gosh, we didn't even start tuh practise a single bit yet... T.T Flunk like hell lo :O I got 24/30 for E.Maths Test. Highest in class w Eugene and Qien. Thn 15/30 for Chem Test, one of the 4 who passed in class (: Haha. Yeah, also dono wht tuh post abt alr. So I'll just stop here?! Hehs (:

With love;

Keiko L.Huimin

Haha. It's still a Happy New Year eh?! Lol.

Yup, firstly, I am grateful that 2009 is finally over (: Yeah, this year was a great year. I get tuh experience lots of things. & I've grown up. Learnt tuh live & thrive in God's world and knowing that I shld believe in him more, depending on him time to time. I also learnt tht I have lots of friends beside me who's really nice and cares for me. Of course, I know how to surpress my innermost feelings and control them though I've become more emotional. I also know how to think on other people's point of view alr. Mostly, I know how tuh be grateful of things and cherish everything I have now. It's been a fruitful year! I want to thank...

God,

for giving me such a wonderful life and allow me to experience things I thought I'd never. & w Him, I get to have wonderful people arnd me. I get to see His amazing creations and learn to trust Him alot more.

Xinyu,

For making me feel better everytime I'm down. Esp when I'm sad, she'll always be there. Even if I don't have the ability to do her any good or might even bring a burden to her, she'll never complain. When I got real bad results during MYE and I breakdown, yeah she's the one who consoled me over the phone for more than 2 hours thru-out the night, asking me to Jiayou, giving me the encouragement. She never fails to make me smile at those lil' things she do. She's smart and great, I know she needn't do those for me, she needn't care for me coz I'm incomparable to me, but she chose to and I'm really touched. I love her so much that no word could describe it. Thank you QinAiDe (: Ily ily ily ♥

Bffs ( Rengtian, Weijie ),

They're the best people I ever had tooo... Haha. We always have outings tgt. & They nvr fails to make me smile/laugh simply at their dumbness and jokes (: Bad things will just naturally goes off from my mind whn we go out tgt! Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you all, and the encouragement and suggestions you all gave even you all did tease me alot of times. Haha. I know it's all joking (:

George,

Haha. Thanks for smsing me, yeh. & I never fails to smile at those msges. Even whn we're friends during Pri 4-6 ( oh, deskmates during Pri 4 ), we're still quite close & he still didn't neglect me (: Taptap at class chalet ;D

Claire,

Deskmate...!! Haha. Thankyew girl. I know last year uh, she had a v.bad impression of me. Ohya, bimbo eh? Haha. Thn is like, unexpected to become deskmate. &now, we can communicate real well & even h2h talks. Doodle in class tgt somemore. Suzhou-ed tgt, yeh. I just have to say, she got bad sleeping behaviour. Haha. Thanks alot, for accepting me as a friend. Ily, and Jiayou. Work hard!

Yvonne,

SAH!! Haha. We'll gossip tgt over those lil things and fa hua chi. Hehs(: Probably tht's the thing tht couldmake time flies. We've grown apart luh, but yeah, SAH I DIDN'T FORGET UR PRESENT!! Ily (:

New Year Resolution:

.Grow slim ( That's a must )

.Save money (-bankrupt-)

.Buckup for O Level ( That's right, I have to )

.Get close w God ( :D )

.Live a happy life ( Yay! )

.Be matured ( This doesn't means I'm childish )

.Continue learning new things ( Woohoo )

Hey baby i love you, can you hear me?

Keiko

This is a nice paragraph (:

To Forget You

Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated: Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why can’t they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? That is plain exaggeration.

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we became a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? That is plain stupidity.

When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers’ true stories.

Because when I decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that I once heard, a novel you once read and a movie we once watched.

6A Chalet was 10122009. Hello strangers?! Haha. People changed. =.= Food was okaye. But ain't it abit ex?! Stingray=Squid in the end? Lol. Jiamin grew shorter! Hehs. Ms Goh stiu think she's pretty :x Crazied w Joanne, Wenlin & Jiamin. Talk horny stuffs. Make despo sounds. Zomgzomg! Watched teevee instead of helping bbq. Hehs. Walked arnd (nothing do). Bbq-ed marshmallows. In the end, become lighting up and playing w marshmallows and charcoal. Wht do you get whn you flame the marshmallows?

Marshmallows + Fire     ->     Burning Torch

Hehs. Wnt E!Hub aft midnight. To pick-up korr and plus the guys want play bowling. Jiarui and Xinchen in chalet playing Dota =.= Walked thr. Ziliang lighted ciger paper. Haha. Act ahbeng. LOL. Go E!Hub. Sit thr did nth. Wnt Cheers w Jiamin. Saw lots of living xiaoqiang crawling arnd. WTF?! Bought 9degrees celcius and Pokka Coffee Drink. George and Tbx came find us. Walked back tgt except for Tbx who dono go whr. Camped outside chalet coz no key. Jiarui & Xinchen wnt and find them. George and Jiamin hacked Joel's hp. Lol. They came back. Got ready for swimming at night (: JACCUZZIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII...! Haha. Aft sth like last year, it's kinda fun! Woohoo (: Guys do make alot of noise. Its suppose tuh be a secretive thing. Coz firstly, we're not suppose to make so much noise aft 11. Secondly, we're not suppose tuh be in the pool aft 11. Thirdly, we're not suppose tuh wear T-Shirts inside the pool. But, WHO CARES?! Haha. It was 2sth or 3 liddat. George keep splashing them and kajiao. Haha. Zac was emoing. LOL. Ziliang was being joker teaching Tbx beatbox. Hehs. Chatted. & all we keep hearing was Anglican. LOL. Tot of how tuh cheat the Aloha ppl if kenah caught. Say we frm other neighbourhood sku. Haha. At first me and Jiamin was like, 'Here so many AHS ppl, sabo them luh.' LOL. Ok, thn wnt back bathe. Tbx let Ladies first (: Bathed. Nth do, so make-up (: Napped awhile. Thn living room. They playing Poker. Think I watched Tv. Thn aft awhile, play w Samuel's iTouch. Thn George want compete w me TapTap. Keep losing but stiu got win luh. Oh, thn they go sleep. The guys. Me and Jiamin go back room, was like WTH?! Guys come own our room too. So tht means, no bed alr. Go sofa. Sam slept on one. Jiamin slept the 3sitter. I sat on 1sitter. Can't fall asleep. So neh sleep. Surviving on coffee. It works (: Tbx playing games on the laptop. Aft awhile wnt tuh the last sofa. I was pathetic-ly left at the table and chair. Stoned thr til morning. Noone woke up. Jiamin woke up luh, go walk arnd. Thn walked back, chk on our 'childrens'. Haha (: Stiu sleeping. Lazy pigs. Damn Jiarui stiu lock us outside. Keep banging the door thn. LOL. Oh, thn ask them wakeup go chk out. Lost one knife. $3.75. Stiu must ask Ms Goh pay. Wnt Subway eat. I dabao BK fries in (: End of day. It was pleasant, lovelaye (:

We've been having chalet every year since P6 and we're still having it. We rock!

Oh, I got a new phone. And a new plan. UNLIMITED SMS.

Byes,

Hui.M!

I'm here again.

Uhm... Ytd was WILD WILD WET CUM ESCAPE THEME PARK! Haha. Coz of my 4 complimentary tickets tuh Www and another 4 ones tuh etp. I did ask some of you... Bt yeah, you all rejected me. Is like, shld be v.lucky tuh have such a friend like me. Always got this kind of lobang eh?! Haha. So aft alot of rejection, I ask cousins. Lol. So wnt Wild wild wet first. Haha. OHYAH! FUNKEY CARD IS NO LONGER AVAILABLE TO USE. SO PEOPLE, PLEASE GO AND GET UR REFUND BEFORE ITS TOO L8! CAN ALSO WITHDRAW THE PTS OUT! Yup. Now go in is buy tickets luh... Lol. So long neh play 'U-larlar' luh. One word - FUN! Haha. But didn't play Samsung, coz thr's noone who wants tuh play w me... Haha. Thn wnt tuh Escape w/o bathing. So walked thr wetted. LOL. Go thr, one word - SHOCKED. Whr's the cup de ride? The one which is right in front of you whn you enter? GONE W THE WIND ALR... This is not the only shock I've got. The best ride inside, "Sunshine" or "Rainbow", you call it, is GONEEEE!!! Wth?! Stiu got... "Inverter" is gone too. And one more thing which I can't seem tuh figure wht it actually was. Wlao eh? Thn go in play wht? No wonder so cheap this time luh. 9bucks for adult; or 9bucks for 2children. Thn whn everything's gone, the rest of the rides will be alot ppl lorh. So I only get tuh go play "Viking Ship". First row (middle). Haha. Recaaling, the last time i wnt Escape was w Xinyu, Rengtian, Weijie. The last time i wnt Wildwildwet also w them. LOL. Ok, I didn't scream at all! *clapclap* Thn I also wnt "Haunted House II". They changed again. Haha. Everytime I go in also scared de lorh. Coz v.dark and misty inside, scared bang into some freaky thing or wall. Haha. Thn also nth luh, so go back Wildwildwet washup. Haha. I say til like I'm reach. Go in for 1 Viking ride and 1 entry for Haunted Hse. And Wildwildwer also play awhile only. Like I say, ITS FREE...! at least for me. Lol. Thn home-d.

Tdy Xiuwen wnt ear-piercing. Haha. Tht time I wnt was like one ear by one ear. This time is two ear tgt de. Sommore need 2ppl, " ONE TWO THREE SHOOT" Haha. Xiuwen blinked whn the thing wnt in. And started tear-ing alr. Haha. Thn I can't help bt tuh say "Waa... So pretty! Can wear earring alr!!" Lol. She ask me tuh give her the earrings I donwan. Lol. And I have tons. Wnt Library. Saw Yinggjie. Haha. She's doing CIP thr alone. Go arnd ask ppl write New Year Resolution for 2010 on the ball which is tuh be put on Marina Bay. Chatted w her. While some Yuneng girls v.enthu help her draw alot! Haha. Yingjie said "... ... I made friends here..." I said I can tell. Lol. I wrote some things too. See below for picts.

I'm going Kbox tmr (: Haha. YAY!

Love; Hui.M!